Just about everything you said could have been written by me (especially appearing healthy to doctors). I'm sure you're aware there's no silver bullet for this, but if I could give one suggestion it's to cut out the alcohol. Will it instantly solve all of your problems? No. But alcohol really, REALLY does not help matters at all. Trust me.
I'm not really in a position to be giving advice, as I'm basically in the same boat as you. Especially lately. Just thought I should say something.
DeaghlanNG
Just about everything you said could have been written by me (especially appearing healthy to doctors). I'm sure you're aware there's no silver bullet for this, but if I could give one suggestion it's to cut out the alcohol. Will it instantly solve all of your problems? No. But alcohol really, REALLY does not help matters at all. Trust me.
I'm not really in a position to be giving advice, as I'm basically in the same boat as you. Especially lately. Just thought I should say something.
Peace.