So I am going cali sober as a stress response to messing up my health and wallet with drugs. But also I was in denial that I could handle working graveyard shifts, so I seek a new job after collapsing at work and being toted away in a motherfucking ambulance … i was working graveyard for a year straight almost ….

A million thoughts race through my head and the stress was making me act like i was almost having seizures of some kind … i need to do my taxes .. the gas bill last month slaughtered me … can i even afford to live in this city? I need to run home to upstate new york and live in my girlfriends basement …no, i need a day job here and a cheaper apartment … no they will all be the size of closets … so i have come to the conclusion that i have a million propositions for myself and the world and people around me and all i really know is i need to stay healthy, keep working, and somehow, do my fucking taxes ….

weirdly the best decision i made was buying this 30 case of beer and just fucking relaxing… so now i can keep my thoughts straight and try to unfuck myself ….

took a bus to see this boss beeyotch!

do you have any crazy bus stories

yall like my hemorrhoid hat? Yall like my crazy ass gear what yall up to? Its craY how time flies. Better appreciate life while we still got it yo

Hey check out this fucked up insane new album with some of the most fucked up hilarious obnoxious rap lyrics ever

https://cashlin.bandcamp.com/album/psychofantasyrap

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Yeah also if someone could get this shit to embed? Or does it not work for bandcamp on here? Idk.

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How is your life how is work how is everything

i feel like im always tired always working but never doing enough

i try not to be hard on myself and it results in things not getting done

idk, im just tired

Favorites button gone or is my page glitching? if they got rid of or paywalled it i dont think thats the best accessibility for the UI but im with oaying 3 bucks a month for that. If its just gone idk. Playlists instead of favorites can work too i guess. Let me mnow? Know*

Hey yall make sure to be safe on new years

what are you getting up to

i work nights so planning for new years was not a thing

i think its time to upgrade my life soon and find better jobs and just be more confident in general

this living in the ghetto of the mind shit is awful

my life has been really good in a lot of ways and it only seems like it will get better

i do too much complaining

i wish i had something to plug

check out my designs on redbubble

PLUR hospital bed on stickers and shirts

we also got some dope photo shoots going for christmas haha

Doing anything cool for thanksgiving, dinner with fam, freindsgiving? I was talking about friendsgiving with someone but idk, maybe maybe not

Things that changed your life for the better? For me it was a lot of songs, self medicating in the right ways, positive thinking and learning confidence

Im moving from kinda the ghetto to a place that's a little more suburban style urban and i feel like it will impact me positively for various reasons. Wondering how any of you might respond with your own experiences