Doing anything cool for thanksgiving, dinner with fam, freindsgiving? I was talking about friendsgiving with someone but idk, maybe maybe not

Things that changed your life for the better? For me it was a lot of songs, self medicating in the right ways, positive thinking and learning confidence

Im moving from kinda the ghetto to a place that's a little more suburban style urban and i feel like it will impact me positively for various reasons. Wondering how any of you might respond with your own experiences

My favs lifht blue amerixan spirit. But rhen i started hittin yellow. Smokin. Black american soorits today theh hit goood

Have you ever had to sleep less than you were used to or your body needs to make a schedule work and how did you adapt?

i want to try and work full time and do online school but im not great at managing exhaustion and i already feel kinda like im on multiple cycles of different kinds of burn out. I still wanna try to make it work though

Ive been fond of blanco tequila and had some grape md2020 which was aight but it had gross ass sediment at the bottom lmao. I have these bottles of guiness that just dont taste good to me and ive been choking down, last one i watered down half way through. Ive also been fond of ipa and pilsner at the bar

I find myself wondering if i can consider my life successful at all, if it’s a myth, if becoming beloved or popular in any ways is really all it’s cracked up to be …. In the end I still can’t fight the feeling that I would feel different if I had made the right choices and put in the work it takes to make something of yourself that you can be really proud of

Coming out of the closet on here and just linking my main stuff directly. Could really use some support life is kicking my ass.

music on my bandcamp page

and a lot of it is streaming on all platforms under the name Cashlin

Whats up Newgrounds. I recently had the person renting where we stay come get super pissed and basically intimidate us out of our room at the apartment. We had an informal agreement that we could stay there for awhile now and I personally never had anyone explain that we were sub leasing vs renting from the owner, not on any lease, person who rents the place not living there but coming to stay sometimes. Basically we would get all communication from her son we live with, through the grapevine. Which i admit was foolhardy. We got the word that she was going to evict us in two months time so we figured ok lets look for rooms for september 1st. Now she graciously was going to cover the last two months of rent which included june, meaning assuming september was our move out date was naive but also we got word of two months towards the end of june.. so… anyways, 2 weeks after hearing this she shows up cleaning out a closet and i mention hey we have one or two months right something like that and she says something like that back to me. Kind of brushing me of but confirming the timeline. Maybe a week after that she shows up super pissed off with her son and everybody because the place is a little messy and she is like an ocd about things being clean person (she was maybe going to stop renting here and wanted the deposit back) anyway she starts a lot of shit, i come out my rook trying to be polite and shit like heyy i toured a room is september 1st alright and she is like no i want you out yesterday, my partner comes out shook up form her being rude as fuck me to everyone starts arguing my partners mom tells her over the phone to call the cops that she’s harassing us, they come and tell her based on tenants rights we cant be moved out and a couple days later she tries moving iur stuff to the living room and we gotta call the cops again. At this point im just worried because she started throwing away dishes and shit cleaning the place up because she was mad there are always dirty dishes (we live with a 20 and 21 year old. What did you expect there to be in the sink, a fucking janitorial PhD?…) so i have to spend like 9 hours of a day off packing all our shit and bringing it to my partners moms basement, we have to go stay with a friend, i have to come back to our room to sleep on the bed for a few hours at a time when shes not there cleaning to avoid arguments and bullshit and didnt get rem sleep for a week. I moved into the city but my partners bed and bed frame and big shelf are still there and im worried she is gonna due us for back rent and i cant convince my partner to back down and get their shit out or throw any of it out and just try to get the most out of the pretty shitty ordeal of sleeping on their ten year old brothers floor at their moms house. I would rather not get an eviction on my record despite everything. This bullshit has been so stressful and my partners hormones have been all crazy and they have trauma and ptsd so this woman coming and starting shit when she could've explained what she needed has really hurt their mental health and gotten in the way of doctors apartments during all the shit going down and interrupted going to work which was a delicate balance for them. They have essentially been fucked over bad by this and the law doesnt really protect people who are affected like that, I wanted to clear the room out and try to be nice in case the last two months being free was still on the table, and everythings fucked up. Idk wondering if anyone has their own stories or advice. I guess the silver lining is i love being directly in the city its just me and my box fan and my wooden board on the floor with blankets i use as a bed lmfao and my music gear i barely use lol

Right now im drinking pbr. Its kinda nice. Gives you a mellow but strong vibe. I had some natural ice the other week and at first i felt like i was drinking some kind of industrial waste water but i think it really helped me get shit done. Modelo has been a favorite of mine lately. The green in the best flavor hands down. Had some golden wheat mango cider and angry orchard cider and i felt like ciders are ok for kind of chilling and getting a buzz while relaxing but they make me lazy and dont give me much energy. Let me know what youre sipping